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Job interview. [01 May 2014|10:54pm]
I have a job interview on Monday for a full time pre-school teacher position.

I'm excited at the idea, but at the same time I'm really nervous. I haven't had a job interview in yeaaaaaaaars. Fingers crossed for me that everything works out!
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[23 Jan 2013|06:33pm]
Some times every thing works out perfectly and all you have to do is smile.

Oh, and since I never shared it, here's a wedding photo for you guys!

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[27 May 2012|07:21am]

I hate everything ever in a very childish way, but man do I love my friends and family.

I got less than three hours of sleep last night because my body hates me, but I got to see the sunrise which was nice to be reminded that beautiful things do exist in this world.

And I swear, the air smells sweeter in the morning.

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It's been one of those days.... [14 May 2011|01:46pm]
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We don't cook. [24 Mar 2011|04:36pm]
It's not so much that we don't know HOW to cook, as it is we don't know WHAT to cook. I can't plan meals, I just draw a blank when it comes to food time so I'm turning to the lovely internet for help.

We need to stop eating out so much, we need to save money. What are some awesome ideas for meals? We are vegetarians but I'm sure I could come up with some sort of vegetarian alternative to any meaty recipes you have.

I'd also like to remind you that I work full time and have a 9 month old child so super elaborate meals aren't really an option.

Quick and easy baby, help me out.
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[12 Dec 2010|09:38am]
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This [11 Dec 2010|11:16am]
This is an update for Becky. <3

Real one tomorrow.
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Dear Vincent, [14 Nov 2010|09:53pm]
Nights like tonight are why you'll be an only child.


Your mom.
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foooooooooooooooooooooooood [16 Feb 2010|09:00am]
I can't believe I used to go til 3 every day before I ate with no problem....

It's 9 a.m and I feel ravenous because I haven't eaten yet.



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note to self [29 Dec 2009|01:48pm]
make cupcakes for thursday..
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yep... [07 Dec 2009|04:26pm]
I'm not fat, I'm pregnant!... Okay maybe a little of both. I've been pigging out and eating waaaaaay too unhealthily lately and don't exercise at all any more. I weighed 164 this morning which is an 8 pound gain since pregnancy. Way too much for me being only a little over 13 weeks along so it looks like it's time to go on more walks and watch what I eat better. I'm not sure if I'll be able to lose any weight but I can certainly try to not gain any more so fast.

In other news... Roberts parents are coming into town this weekend and will be giving us their old Christmas tree! Yay! I was getting kind of depressed since I didn't have any decorations at all and it was starting to feel like another one of those nothings gonna happen holidays. I know I won't be getting any presents this year but I still am excited about having a tree. Now I just have to figure out what to put on it other than candy canes. I can't afford decoration for it since I just spent $400 on new tires. :\

Oh and Starfish will be coming down from Washington tomorrow! I can't wait to see her! XD

And uhh... oh! Robert and I will be touring KinderCare on Friday at five since people keep telling me its hard to find a place to watch your kid when its an infant since they can only take so few and to get a head start... Scary kind of. Too bad I can't get more than three months off.
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ultrasound. [20 Oct 2009|08:00pm]
Teeny Tiny.Collapse )
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[23 Jul 2009|04:26pm]
Welcome to the Internet, you're obviously new here... We appologize for your discomfort, please visit tubgirlonytm for compensation...Thank you and have a nice day.
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Moving along. [04 Jul 2009|02:25pm]

So Robert bought a townhouse that him and I will be moving into on the 10th. It's crazy to think of having a place of our own where we can paint the walls whatever we want and fully decorate it without having to worry about moving in a years time. The downside of this is it's promised that I will be spending at least three more years in Gainesville. Not the worst of fates, but, I do so desire to get out of here. Life's moving along I suppose.  We're going to be ridiculously broke for the next month or so though. Hello beans and ramen. 

In other news, I'm very excited to have found Robert. It still baffles me how comfortable I feel around him so soon, and how he's changed my beliefs/rules on a lot of things without even trying. I could truly see myself marrying and having kids with him which I never saw myself doing.



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[07 Jun 2009|08:49pm]

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
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[11 May 2009|10:31am]

"You must be happy as of late."
"What makes you say this?"
"You're less creative when you're happy."

I wonder why this is?
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Sense of security. [22 Apr 2009|11:22am]

Funny how those destructive behaviors always seem to come back. Bad habits die hard I suppose. 

Today you love yourself. Today you care.

I'm that comforting feeling. That warm body you were longing for by your side. That gentle voice, that soft kiss. That soothing sensation that every thing will be okay. One day. I'm that sense of false hope you've been looking for.... So they say.



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This whole thing again... [16 Apr 2009|11:31am]
Starting weight: 205 pounds.

Current weight: 161.5 pounds

Goal weight: 150 pounds

I had a bit of a blip after coming back from california, I stopped working out and started eating worse but I shook that off and hopped back into the game. 


I also got my other mermaid tattoo for all you people that don't use myspace.

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fuck [10 Apr 2009|01:46am]
I fucked up. Bad.
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Sweet... [29 Mar 2009|02:14pm]

I've been having a lot of fun lately.

I've also been drinking every night. >_<

I feel like I have a lot that I want to say and put down, but I dont have the attention span to do it.

Hung out with my mom and Steff yesterday and went to art festival. Very fun.

Been hanging out with Koba lately, also very fun.

Spilling my gutts a little too easily lately.

idkkkkkkkkkkkkkk I'll try again later.

p.s 20 questions is magic.

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